A Fresh, New Start

I love a good beginning… the freshness of starting something new.

Like opening a brand new notebook, filled with nothing but 150 clean pages ready for me to fill with words. It’s free from eraser marks or scratch outs or edits. There nothing there yet, but I could fill it with something amazing and wonderful. It’s the wonder of the unknown.

Of course, the moment I start to write, I know I am going to immediately regret it. My handwriting is too imperfect. I spelled a word wrong. Maybe I should have used a different pen color or chosen a pencil instead. I second guess my topic anyway so I need to start over. And now this notebook isn’t new and fresh anymore. It’s got mistakes in it.

The perfectionist in me loves fresh start of all sorts. The idea of starting something new is appealing to me, mostly because there are no mistakes or imperfections in it … at least not yet.

New years feel like that too.

Every January 1st, I can’t help but think I have a whole 365 days right in front of me to achieve a goal, make a dream a reality, improve my life. Why, this time next year things may really be different! Maybe I can pay off my car or find a better job. I might get in shape, lose weight, change my hairstyle. I could write a new book, land a deal with an agent, write a best seller. The possibilities of what could happen are endless — and none of them have failed. At least none of them have failed yet.

We all have dreams for 2025. Big dreams. Small dreams. Elaborate schemes. Tiny ideas that have only just begun to spark in our brains. Maybe we have dreams we are afraid to speak out loud because we have been praying for an answer for so many years that we are scared that another year might go by without it being answered. Healing from a health issue, a desire for a child, a concern over a loved one, a big financial need you cannot envision being met, a marriage being restored. You know those kinds of hopes and desires for which the longing is so deep you find it hard to cling on to hope anymore. Those prayers are almost too hard to pray. And yet, deep down we can’t help but wonder if this might be the year our prayer gets answered.

We are all at the beginning of 2025. It’s full of all our hopes and dreams, desires and wishes, our deepest prayers. Nothing bad has happened to the majority of us. At least not yet. The year is still new and fresh and full of opportunities for good things to fill our lives.

I love the line in the book Anne of Green Gables:

Tomorrow is always fresh with no mistakes in it yet.

It reminds me of a promise God has give to His children…

The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; His mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is Your faithfulness. Lamentations 3:22-23

Of all the things about God’s character that I love, perhaps this is my favorite. There’s never a time when we can’t start fresh with Him. He is always willing to let us have a do over.

Who knows what 2025 holds?

Not me. I am praying it’s a good year, one filled with joy and peace.

But God knows. He already knows everything tiny detail about every moment of this coming year. He holds it all, right now … all the good days and all the bad days, every answered prayer and the ones we wonder if He even hears us pray, every mistake we make whether its big or small. God’s already got every bit of 2025 in His care.

What a treasure to know a God so big and capable! I can go boldly into this new year, holding into hope, keeping the expectation of answered prayers, believing my deepest longings may come to be in this new year… and yet also knowing that whatever comes my way, God is with me. He won’t forsake me. And on December 31st, 2025, I will be able to look back over the days and know without a doubt every moment God stayed by my side.

And if I mess up or life gets out of control and I lose my cool or things just aren’t working out like I thought they might, I don’t have to wait until January 1, 2026 to make it right because I get His new mercies each and every day. Fresh starts are for every day with God!

Prayers to each of you for a happy 2025! May you have the hope and joy and peace of Jesus in your hearts every day, the whole year through!

Bold Prayers That Changed My Life (part 2)

This week I had an opportunity to speak to a women’s group for Baptist Women’s World Day of Prayer. I shared with them Six Bold Prayers that Changed My Life. This post is the second in a series of posts that is based on that speech.

The first bold prayer is Lord, Bless Me, which you can read here.: https://paigespencil.com/2023/11/07/bold-prayers-that-changed-my-life-part-1/?fbclid=IwAR3gnuo1rM8d8p7dK0kp-woyS-Fkmn0cd1-P5obmMqIKQkd6YAIJ3H4CHNU

I will continue to share those bold prayers over the next several days.

Bold Prayer #2: Show me your glory (Exodus 33:18)

In Exodus chapter 33, Moses is talking with God. He petitions God for His presence to stay with them to guide them through the wilderness, and He also asks for God to teach them His ways so they he might have God’s favor. 

The conversation concludes in verse 17 when the Lord answered Moses, saying, “I will do this very thing you have asked, for you have found favor with Me, and I know you by name.”

So far, this conversation is reminiscent of Jacob’s prayer … both the prayer for blessing, and the idea of being known by name.

But Moses is going to take it a step further. Like Jacob, he doesn’t let it end. Instead, Moses gets bold with God and replies back, “Please, let me see Your glory.”

The word glory in this passage could be translated with the word abundance or splendor or riches. Given that, this is a strange request for Moses to make. After all, it’s not as if Moses hadn’t seen God’s glory before.

He had first encountered the Lord at the burning bush. He had witnessed the wonders associated with God’s deliverance of his people from Egypt, including his rod becoming a snake, the Nile River turning into blood, and the grand finale when God parted the Red Sea so that the Israelites could cross over on dry land.

In the wilderness, Moses has seen God providing manna and quail for the people to eat each day. He gives them water from a rock. Moses was given The Ten Commandments, written by God’s own finger.

But here he is asking to see God’s glory. 

Are we like Moses? Have we seen God’s glory in our own lives?

We can certainly look around us and see the splendor of God just by watching nature. This time of year, we see the trees beginning to change colors and if that isn’t a magnificent display of God’s splendor then I don’t know what is!. If you have ever had the opportunity to be in New England in the fall, you know that our fall colors do not compare to the autumn leaves there. And yet, it’s still a pretty glorious thing to observe even around here. The trees just seem to outdo themselves with their brilliant fall leaves! 

During my adult life, I have been blessed to live in several different places around the United States.

Twenty-two years ago, I had the opportunity to live along coastal California. From the giant Redwoods, to the waves crashing along the rocky shores of Monterey Bay … it was stunningly beautiful.

Then I moved to Savannah, Georgia, where there are soft sandy beaches that stretch for miles and miles. There were lowlands of marshy grasses, and lightening storms like nothing I had ever seen before. It was vastly different than the California coast but no less amazing to me.

After a few years in George, I moved to Virginia. Now I was in awe of those smokey Blue Ridge Mountains. Later on, I moved out to west Texas where I discovered air that never ceased to move and tumbleweeds that showed up out of nowhere.

Currently, I live in south Louisiana. Let me tell you there is nothing more gorgeous than a sunrise or a sunset across the bayou. The springs here are a glorious display of colorful flowers.

We see God’s glory in all of His creation. From the vast variety of animals He created, to the expanse of the solar system to which scientists cannot find an end, to the intricate detail of tiny cells and molecules that make up literally everything in existence to the ferocious weather like hurricanes or tornadoes that terrifies us … in each of these things we see the revelation of God’s glory.

Let’s go back to Moses, who boldly asked God a question: Let me see Your glory. 

Do you remember how God responded to Moses’ request?

God passed by Moses, as he stood in the cleft of the rock. And as he stood there, God covered Moses with his hand, and then as He passed by, He removed his hand to allow Moses to see His back. 

Now I don’t know about you, but I don’t think the back of anyone is an especially impressive view. I mean, if I am looking for beauty, I want to see the frontside. But God told Moses all the glory he could take and still live would be to see the backside. 

The more I see of God’s vast creation, the more I realize that we are down here on this earth seeing the glory contained in God’s pinky toe! We haven’t even begun to see the glory of God. And until we reach Heaven, we will not see the fullness of His glory. It’s certainly something to look forward to someday, isn’t it?

Moses’ prayer illustrates this truth: We cannot have enough God.  

We can’t know Him fully. We can’t see all of His glory. We can’t understand everything in the Bible. God is too vast, too big, too amazing, too glorious for us to fully comprehend.

Moses had already seen an incredible amount of God’s glory before he prayed this prayer. And yet, he longed to see more of God’s glory. This insatiable desire isn’t unique to Moses. The greatest saints throughout history consistently speak of a deeper longing for God. This is because even as the presence of God profoundly satisfies us, at the same time it stirs within us an even more powerful longing for of God.

You and I have both seen many wonders of God. We know how the miracles and provisions He has worked in our lives. Day by day, we live in a world where we can truly be in awe of His creation. 

May the bold cry of Moses’s heart be a prayer that falls from our lips too … “God, show me your glory!”